Thanks to Shellin

Shellin

Thanks for being with me all the time

U never give up to advise and accompany me

I really dunno wat to say except

"THANK YOU!!"

This girl never give up her self to sayang me!!!

Even i keep on disappointed her but

still she will accompany me

till today I can stand with my own legs!!!

Her bf "Don" also saying a lot of things to me....

I remember this

"Racheal family background is god and racheal having a good personality. Why should I sad for Nathan?"

This words wake me up too!!!!

Thanks to both of you!!!!

I know many ppls tried to advised me but i never listen...

For those i hurt before please accept my milion appology...

P/S: Madelyn and Mathew-Mummy love you always!!!

Guilty + Happy + Sad = Friendship

Today I read Carmen's blog

And her blog really drop my tears....

Girl I don't mean to hurt you!!!

To all my friends, - Nelson, Carmen, Yit and Joe-

I manage to climb from where I fell

Last night I talk to Nathan

Thanks for leaving me. When I was with you,

I sacrificed many things till I lost many things

Now I got back wat I want!!

Are we still friends?

"Yes"

Friends must shake hand cos this was taught by a little kid

"We shook hand but he grabbed my hand very tight"

*I know he still love me but he cannot accept wat he did to me*

Please don't regret!!!

"He smile and say - ok -"

Last night i called up Roxburry to apply
for outlet supervisor but
my favourite ex-manager - Mr. Freaddie-
ask me t comeback to fuelt work
with position of Assstant Manager
I'm so happy and yet doubt too...
My boss MR Jack!!!

This Afternoon Jimmy gave me a call

he said

"I've spoken to boss. He is okie with it and the only thing there is something need to talk with him before calling you in"

I'm so happy as I know my boss still need me..

Again all my confidence came back where it use to lost long time ago

when I'm with nathan.

If i fail to get bak also i have no worries

cos still got 2 outlets wanna hire me as Outlet Supervisor

"NATHAN I AM WHO I AM NOT SOMEONE THAT U COMPLAINT TO PPL!!!"

"NATHAN I HAVE MY OWN CAPABILITY TOO!!"

P/S: I'm realy happy now... Smilling from the bottom of my heart

P/S: Carmen I still love u as before - Friends Forever!!!

LOVE HURT~!!